WOW!!

This past week has been a whirlwind of emotions for me. I struggle with many different feelings. Lately I have been a very judgmental person and having lots of feelings of hurt and confusion. If I don't see something the same way another person does, then of course, that person is wrong! (Which we know isn't true). There are a few things weighing heavily on my heart and no matter how much I pray about it and truly seek God, I am more and more confused. Does anyone else ever feel that way? Sometimes I wish God would just smack me upside the head and say, "Listen, this is the way it is and you can't change it." Today when I had a free moment, I simply cried out to God and said "I don't understand." Literally sobbing  and on my knees. Maybe the answer is plain as day and I'm just not receiving it. So, that's what's on my mind right now. Any input is greatly appreciated!